Duality Gridlock, in a Post Modern World

    So here we are, 2012...WOW! I never thought we'd actually make it this far back in 2001, because I'd been hyper aware of the energy build up to 911 and have had prophetic imagery available to me since childhood; I've been surprised at the great lengths that have been perpetrated since then, to keep humanity locked in a hyper vigilant paradigm that only serves TPTB and NOT...let me repeat myself for fear of NOT being heard...NOT the Creator. "Wag the Dog" tactics in play, keeping the origin of humanity and the human history, from the humans! This my friends, is the great showdown: battle of light and dark...fighting EACH OTHER...over who is right/wrong, dark/light, good/bad, black/white...this IS duality gridlock! All is inverted at this time, making DISCERNMENT imperative to your survival!!!
   There is no time left for pretense, we must grow up spiritually and take responsibility for our OWN MINDS! When you stop thinking; when you stop feeling, you've lost your connection to the creative force that guides our inner compass. With such an intensely intricate, institutionalize system to control the reality, many have never even bothered to stop, look and listen except in a high school football cheer.
   Think about this: banks and credit card companies are govt. insured, so if you default they'll still get their $. Thus when they sell your defaulted loan to the "bounty hunters", they make a profit and then the bounty hunter, with their mafia style tactics, terrorize you till you cough up blood. But it was initially paid off so the rest is just terrorism.
   Another misnomer is that we are a Christian Country...oh really? Then why are all the Capitol buildings, street systems, statues and such, in dedication to Lucifer or depict pentagrams; heck just google the Denver International Airport. So what is this all about?

   Perhaps the best way for me to start is from this channeling that came to me through automatic writing back in Dec.of 1990:
   "People understand that there exists no entity that you refer to as the "devil". Darkness, as you will, lives and breathes and festers, within the hearts of those who've lost faith. It is within this unwillingness to acknowledge truth, that keeps man rooted in fear and thus in darkness. Even for those who've been sent to show you the light, they too lived in much darkness but because these warriors have been strengthen by their open willingness to overcome fear and seek truth, so they might fulfill their destiny and purpose, as examples to you and to themselves, they will endure your directed fear, so as to enlighten you for your soul's journey and thus their own, as with all mankind.
   The planet will always exist, it is humanity that lies in jeopardy. You can die in fear or live in truth, which do you wish?"
   At the time, I was like: "Cool" and I intellectually "understood" what was channeled but it wasn't until more recently that it came back into my mind and I was like: "I GET IT!". What I get is this: like a car battery, we have two polarities that work in tandem allowing us to function as a whole. As we are an electrical circuit thus energetic, it is a positive and negative circuit grid that we process from. So taking this concept and over laying upon the battle between light and dark, good or bad, black or white and you'll recognize
"the point"...We need them BOTH to operated in a 3D reality. To move into where we are evolving to however (5D), we need to rectify our relationship with these 2 polarities to enable us to embrace what the "trinity" or triality, intended which is the integration of these essential components, into a third position of neutrality, which allows us more acceptance and non-judgement by it's very existence.

   Bottom line, we are now at a great awakening, when we must be brave and tear the veil off our own darkness to allow the light to cleanse the rusted contacts of our batteries so that we can function with ease not dis~ease. By facing and embracing our darkness, we can heal our relationship with good and bad and thus come to a place of balance. When we are balanced, we have no need to create the drama that allows us to act out the dysfunction of our dis~ease. When we are fearless, we have no need to invoke the dark realm to show us where the light is because the light is "on" for us...even when it's dark:)
                                         
                                                                                                                                 

Shadow Self

   As a survivor of psychological and emotional trauma (not to mention physical and sexual), one learns coping mechanisms that if not guided into maturity these "locked in" behaviors can inhibit our ability to thrive within inter-personal interactions, keeping our "self awareness" in an isolationist mentality. If we are unable to express our boundaries then we cannot expect others to telepath them, same is true if you are not able to acknowledge and honor when boundaries are set, we cannot fully develop into higher beings no matter how committed a path we may see ourselves on.
   The social norm frowns upon emotions and prefers repression;  how odd that entire "program" is when you consider that as a planet, souls incarnate here for the experience of emotion and free will; part of the souls instruction toward higher vibration and ascension. Suffice to say that, said repression, goes completely against our original design. In an effort to survive, the mind begins to compartmentalize each aspect of their life and attempts to control each segment through the ego self or they give complete control to another through transference.
   The conscious mind includes everything we are aware of that is a part of our mental process. We can logically and rationally think and talk things out. The unconscious mind however, is a pool of feelings, thoughts, impulses and memories that are outside our conscious awareness. The contents of these memories are unacceptable and unpleasant; feelings of pain, anxiety or conflict. The unconscious mind is constantly coloring our actions and responses, choices, attitudes and behaviors.

   Passive/Aggressive is the most prominent pattern running rampant within our social structures, no doubt systematic of the times but more importantly, an identifiable defect in our society. Thus denial is an equal opportunity imposer of personal reality, as is flat out narcissism.

Examples:
Passive/Aggressive-Passively resists fulfilling routine tasks, makes excuses, convenient forgetfulness, creates chaotic situations ie: drama to invoke the "I'm a victim" card. Intentional inefficiency: chronically being late and "forgetting" things can be another way to exert control or to punish. Complains of being misunderstood, argumentative, rebukes authority, hostility and defiance. This pattern may stem from a specific childhood environment where it was unsafe to express frustration, anger and feelings or emotions in general. This also includes institutions that impose this kind of repressive experience such as religious influences, boarding schools, military or re-programming experiences. Included, would be having an experience of family denial imposed upon one.

   Now narcissism is an entirely different beast. Usually a derivative of entitlement and indulgence or the total opposite...complete lack of thus, creating a defect within the minds attitude toward entitlement. This is a pattern that our society has also been infected by, however I believe that imposition came from the agenda of the media, based on the desired propaganda set forth by the industrial military complex as well as the corporate interests. There does seem to be a more insidious agenda as well, that wishes to propagate a mindless and primitive experience here; that appears to support selfish indulgence, lack of morality and a fatalistic self-destruction, which is conducive to allowing and the supporting of, society to suffer from these defects, that go completely against the grain of our golden rule of  "do unto others as you would have them do unto you"....or even the simple concept of cause equals effect. If you resist what persists, if you invest in short cuts, if you do the same thing over and over, only to have the same results....change the experience by looking at the method to your madness and make the adjustment. Don't be afraid to recognize that YOU are not in control but are being controlled by what you are too afraid to look at, own it and change it! Yes, it takes time, but each day we avoid changing, we avoid living to our full potential!

   If we REALLY want to save the planet, heal the species or raise the vibration upon this planet, we must first: break down the egos stranglehold on our mind and actions, come out of denial and examine not just what we think and feel but what we do...how we act out that which we refuse to look at, deal with, own and counter. This is our shadow self and we must face the darkness, integrate it and overcome it's affliction upon our experience.
                          

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Alchemy, Purification of the Soul.

  
Alchemy is the process of becoming, through the initiation of suffering, death and rebirth.
The suffering is the catalyst for the refinement one must undergo toward the achievement of "perfection".
Perfection is however, subjective, as the state of perfection, is to the artist, when the masterpiece has reached it's own perfect state of refinement.

Alchemy is a kind of Spiritual Science; the process of refining the soul as much as that of metal & mineral.
Purification on it's way toward becoming something newly expressed. This is in fact, the process of evolution.
As each death and rebirth occurs, the soul is tumbled like a stone, toward it's ultimate becoming...ascension.
Reincarnation is a structured prototype version of alchemy, as is all chaos in nature from hormonal teens to rioting protests, it's the dissolving chaos that enables the "toxins" to be virtually burned out, leaving the flushed out gold. It's this spiritual regeneration of man, that offers the opportunity to refine so as to become as GOD; a piece of GOD, vibrating in harmonious co-existence.
Let the pain suffered not be in vain, find your Gold and Shine!

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The Mechanics of Forgiveness

The concept of forgiveness as taught in our spiritual and psycho-analytical circles, offer such self deprecating acts of forgiveness as: "forgive and forget" and "turn the other cheek" leaving me to question why would I turn the other cheek...to get "hit" again on the other one? Is it really wise to forgive and forget, only to find yourself on a merry-go-round of looping martyrdom? Are these really acts of self empowerment or self deprecation? While I'm certainly not advocating for another popular verse: "An eye for an eye", that would indeed, leave us all blind not to mention exhausted but I am most certain that for real healing to take place, their must be accountability. The one in need of forgiveness, must understand what he/she has done and why these actions have caused harm. This is essential as how do we ever learn and grow from our mistakes if we don't understand them? Second, as a victim, trust had been broken leaving the victim to feel used, ashamed, lacking trust sometimes leading to paranoia and most often left unresolved, left to re-loop and magnetize, another victimizing situation. Thus making forgiveness an essential two-way street of awareness and ownership not a mad dash to sweep things under the carpet because they're uncomfortable. "Can't you just forgive already" is NOT the approach to this issue...Nor is "Can't you just forget about it". These are fearful responses the ego whips out in an attempt to gain emotional control over a situation that may require accountability...something the ego won't "bow down to" or "I don't have to answer to you" for.

   Forgiveness is not a right, it must be sought, it cannot be imposed. "Seek" forgiveness and it may be granted. Forgiveness falls on the side of the "seeker". Ask first: Do you forgive yourself so you may seek forgiveness from those who were perpetrated? Own it!
Real and lasting Forgiveness, can only be possible, only when it is sought....and it sounds something like this: "I am deeply sorry for how my choices and actions deeply hurt you and destroyed your trust in me. I understand how much this effected you and for that I am deeply sorry. I cannot change the past, but hope that we can recreate our relationship to one of trust, respect and reflective of love"

D.N.A., Our Bar Code

   If  D.N.A. is our bar code, then are we someones "product" or precious "cataloged" works of art?
Since Sci-Fi has prophesied that about now, in our history, we should be implanted with "chips" that will identify who we are (to our controllers). Sounds like a rancher, attempting to herd his sheep. Shouldn't we be as The Creator intended, a unique wonder unto each ourselves? One elicits freedom, the other imprisonment. Today's accepted reality is, in fact, a form of imprisonment. We are slaves to a system owned and operated by old school plantation owners, whose sole motivation is capitalism at all costs.
    For decades now, the people have been striped of the ability to think clearly due to the levels of fluoride pushed upon us to dumb us down; pharmaceuticals pushed down our throat for everything, but mostly numbing down, mass food production with it's high fructose corn syrup and GMO  seeds have further deprived our brains of the food necessary to think and process information clearly much less what it's done to the children who have fallen prey to the generation of "haves and have nots". This is why it has been essential for the "designers of this infected program" to destroy the "bridge"...the middle class, who have represented the stepping stone toward a better life in America; with it destroyed, the "designers" of this matrix can move forward with the idea of creating an Uber-America (If you've ever seen one of my all time fave movies: "Brazil", you get the picture).
   Growing up during the birth of punk rock, the post-apocalyptic America our Generation-X screamed was coming, is nearly here. The MK Ultras (google is your friend) programmed to "turn up the volume" on their media infused brain-washing campaigned, in conjunction with our brain being deprived of food, have bull dozed us to the edge of extinction. I DECLARE on behalf of humanity and my fellow man, this is NOT real...it is illusion and we reject this model. In fact the awakening is now and like a virus itself...it cannot be stopped...we WILL evolve and these are, our growing pains.
   Empowerment begins within the mind. One must identify the defective program, uninstall the software or upgrade. We deserve to have pure organic food to eat, we deserve to have pure chemically-free water to drink...that is FREE BTW! We deserve to have pure, unbiased truthful information readily available to us and we deserve to have art as a commodity!
   Most importantly, we deserve to not be bred in over abundance, to support corporate and military interests above our own survival. What we DO deserve is an intelligent and compassionate society based on the skill-sets each one brings to the table...bartering for our needs, needs that are grounded in the spirit of a truly free and co-operative community who incorporated intuitive and creative, non-linear, multi-dimensional concepts to everyday life making each ONE a purposeful reflection of The Creator, as was intended.

DNA has been determined to be 3% protien structure and 90 % bio-acoustics & electromagnetics. DNA is linked to our spirituality through electromagnetic and cosmic radiation. Our nerves are vital in carrying/conducting our evolving frequencies; pharmeceutical drugs and vaccines have a crippling effect on our consciousness & spirituality by limiting and blocking the upgrading of our DNA thus keeping the species locked into a lower vibration. I assert, there is a conserted effort on the part of the TPTB, to prevent humanities evolution not to mention to keep the truth of our origin, rooted in the lies that have been sold as truth.  We are the Architects of a New Reality-Triple Helixed!

Another tidbit of mind blowing truth: 85% of mankind have rhesus positive blood that is it is evolved from the rhesus monkey. Only 7% have the O neg. It is the universal donor blood type yet can only receive it's own type. The people who ar...e O neg have their 6th sense in tact and share a plethora of paranormal or extra-normal experiences. They have a higher copper concentration which has been coined "blue blood"...hence connected to the original royal bloodline. Their electrical bio-chemistry is at a higher rate of ocillation so they have a higher sensitivity to light, elf's, emp's, can have an effect on electrical appliances/lights. The infusion of this bloodline is shared by Ezekiel when he describes the ancient astronauts. Truth is, since we are all now intermingled, our heritage is one that originates off this planet and it's story is told in metaphor beginning with our D.N.A. being "planted" in the Garden of Eden.

   Quantum Physics has opened the door for science to play catch up with reality. The String Theory and Multi-Dimensionalism reflects what "reality" in fact is. Reality being this hologramed illusion, our D.N.A. is programmed to activate to the code of 11, the code that activates our double helix spiral. This is the code that awakens the mind to evolve the consciousness. Much like you'd play a computer game, we are a computer program. This double helix program is nearly over and will evolve into a new program.

   As we move into the 12, trinity, triality or triple helix program, the current architecture is collapsing. The grids are being restructured and only those souls who have advanced to the triple helix upgrade will be participating in the creation of the new reality. When two or more agree on the reality...it exists. When those who are the new architects, have completed the new design, souls will incarnate here with the new upgrades. However being that we are multi-dimensional, there will still exist an old frame for those who must complete their "schooling" before they may graduate the 3D experience.

Enslavement of a Nation

While you were being brainwashed by a media that insists you look young, slim, rich, beautiful and perfect in general; (however "perfect", in this application, demands botox, breast implants, viagra, designer jeans and luxury cars) it is my assertion that somewhere someone hijacked the evolutionary gene or at least stunted it with a false reality imposed daily in every direction one turns. Music seems to be pulsating erotica, attempting to seduce the listener into a pseudo orgy. Digitized, multi-tracked and synthesized for optimum sleaze.
Reality T.V. has led to an acceptable "Jerry Springer" like train wreck that as a culture, we apparently accept like a kid accepts candy even though they're diabetic.

  As a child I watched as the 60's brought awareness, experimentation and revolution. By the late 70's the punk rock movement reminded us that things were not right and if we weren't careful we'd wake up prisoners. Little did we realize, the 80's would wage a classist war on our psyche, programming in the notion that we must have the appropriate material possessions to be socially acceptable. Most importantly, credit cards will help you get there! Mouse gets the cheese and BOOM the box is lowered!

  

The 90's brought us the grunge movement a direct answer to the bulimic Reaganomics. It screamed of intellectual starvation, it begged for organic earth-grown substance! Mass suicide, we gave up all hope and while we were weak and burying our sorrows in wine, we were assaulted and taken hostage. Held in a cell, like a scene out of a vintage sci-fi movie...media streaming in every direction, the lies it needs you to believe...about yourself, about the world but it is all a lie. And the "lie" is this: This is NOT acceptable! This is NOT how the Creator intended us to live....THIS is a man-made capitalistic prison and the corporate industrial and military complex has us brainwashed with the help of the media, into believing that THIS is the American Dream? This is no dream and it is not American, more like Draconian Nightmare...Resist!

Awakened Souls

    Five days before 9/11/01, I had this come through: "Something so dramatic is about to happen, that it will draw a line down the center of humanity. Those that are on the left, will awaken, as if a switch were turned on. Those that are on the right, will plunge even more militantly into denial." I did not know what it meant but I could feel the emotional weight of it. I became more and more physically ill as the days wore on. By Sunday 9/9/01, I was very nauseated and had not been sleeping or eating. In band rehearsal, my bassist was grooving on a drone rift and this came to me: "Awakened from this dream, corrosion burning through metallic seams, a dying breed lies bleeding. Splattered stains upon my hands, look inside me now, if you can. Do you see yourself, Can you see yourself now?" He asked me what it meant? Two days later, the entire world would know.

   I always knew I was different. As a young child, I had a lot going on and a lot was going on around me. The cornerstones were: I knew God was not in a church nor did God care about money. I was very aware of racial inequity and bigotry. I didn't like it one bit, even at 5 yrs old. The one that would really bring me to tears was the desperate need to understand exactly what this "place" is? That and a traumatizing childhood, would lead me down a darkened path in search of illumination. I was on a mission, a mission to understand the purpose of this plane of existence and my contribution to it. My soul, my purpose, my path.

   Standing in the market at 18, I finally realized I could feel others emotions. Until then I was infamously know for being TOO sensitive by those less aware and until this point, I just thought the vast interior, multi-dimensional reality I retreated to out of self-preservation, was normal??? I now know, these are the characteristics of Starseeds and Awakened Souls. I suspect that there are MANY Starseeds and Awakened Souls out there who don't even realize that they're a part of something bigger than one could imagine!

Awakened Souls have a timeless quality about them. They are magnetizing and self-sourcing They are authentically aligned with their soul essence; inspiring and empowering others to live their true path. They have separated out of this 3 dimensional reality and are vibrating at a higher frequency. This would be as if a radio station received higher wattage, their frequency could travel farther and they would receive more information from further away... Or higher watts in speakers...louder! So awakened souls can thus perceive more, expanding awareness where thoughts turn from self to selfless. Recognition and validation are vital to this awakening. Recognizing and releasing patterns that don't support the truth is imperative!

   When we live with intention, awareness and empathy we are Awakened! When we demonstrate integrity, we teach and create self-respect. All we have is now, make the most of your time here on Earth as it is your classroom. Ego is the facade of the husk, it is not you. You are spirit expressing through human form, pushing the species forward to a higher frequency. It is the most important job you can do!